The biggest "family" change, as many already know, we are now living in Hendersonville, TN. I never knew I could be homesick for two different places. I haven't lived in WA state for over 10 years and yet, I felt sad to be so far away. We had a wonderful community of friends in CO and Erik had some great opportunities for services; however a lot like other families trying to make decisions that move us closer to our desired lifestyle, this was the best direction to go in.
So what has happened since we've moved...? For Sean, he is working 6 days a weeks until I can get a job. He is working his tail off; however God is providing and we have exactly what we need. We are blessed to have a husband/dad that does what it takes. Sean received a promotion 2 months after being in Nashville. This is the same promotion he applied for and interviewed for in Colorado Springs 8 times and was passed over for someone else. He has a great manager and feels established with his co-workers. His job is hard and physical, but at the end of the day he loves what he does.
For Erik: A lot has happened for Erik. First off... HE IS WALKING!! What a determined little boy. So proud to be his mommy. We are getting his services and doctors re-established. It has been a process, but we have been connected with Vanderbilt, so we are in good hands. We have been cleared by the neurologist here in TN. Which means unless something comes up, we won't need to go back. Yep, that's right - no MRI for his 3rd birthday PTL! On the flip side... his PT requested Erik be evaluated by an orthotic specialist to evaluate his gait now that he is walking. Because Erik has had muscle tone issues, we want to be proactive with his legs to get them strong, so he doesn't have issues down the line. With that said, the specialist believes (and we agree) he would benefit by having supportive braces. The make up of Erik's legs require him to have the braces come up to his mid calf. While this is one more thing he will have to "deal" with it has caused Sean and I to develop the right attitudes. We have a choice to react in fear or teach Erik how to accept his situation for right now. The braces will hopefully not be permanent, but his attitude will follow ours, so regardless of how long he has to wear them, we set the tone. Of course pics will follow as soon as we can get them.
For me: My transition has been FULL of mixed emotions. I am grateful for the time I have had with Erik and feel our entire family has benefited from me being at home full time; however I will not lie when I have moments of discouragement. I went to school for a reason and I want to be able to use my education. The degree I received is very flexible and adaptable, so I have been applying to a wide variety opportunities. I have had two interviews, but both were not the best fit. Relying on my faith as come in handy more times than I realize. I have learned that I am a patient mommy unless I allow my fear to overtake me. I have learned to laugh and play with Erik - which is a lot easier to do when I'm not writing 20 page papers. I have learned the importance of just being happy - smiling when Sean comes home, smiling at the store, or simply smiling when I'm trying to find a parking spot. The feeling is strange when there are so many "things" I could be frustrated with or unhappy with, but choose to just stop it and change my attitude. Above all, I have that peace that passes my understanding and that my friends reminds me that we are not alone.
Just in case any of you missed the release video of Erik, here ya go....
